Show more

i forgot to toot about it, but i made it home. i was v v v sad at the airport and after boarding, then i struggled with streaming crunchyroll and then slept for most of the flight. while i’m looking forward to my bed, i’m still v sad my trip is over.

cw: pain (~) 

early in my illness i came to the understanding that pain isn’t unique; cancer pain, autoimmune pain, pain is universal. one type of pain doesn’t β€œoutrank” another, but medical professionals give preference to some types of pain over others, which leads us to think that some things are much worse.

now i am experiencing something that is like pain, but different? i’m currently calling it β€œbody death”, as it conjures a feeling of rejection. it makes me want to stop persisting

go figure, me, someone with a communication disorder, having severe trouble communicating with other people while i’m under a considerable about of stress.

i’m reading the diary of lady murasaki, and from the descriptions, it sounds like a beautiful time to have lived.

i like the background pitter-patter of little kitty feet that ellen’s place has. it’s such a cute sound!!

today I drew the titular horrible untitled goose from the untitled goose game

it’s gonna get up to 90 today, so i’m gonna try to take advantage of the pool at this apartment complex!!

dear gods, i was so exhausted today, stayed in bed the whole day. this is probably due to the imbalance from not having the nutritional shakes.

my COBRA insurance paperwork arrived today; so hopefully i’ll have my health-insurance reinstated in the next week or so. i’ve been waiting a while for this, and i’m glad i’m reaching the β€œsafe” stretch again.

me: oh! it looks like another book arrived!!

package: *opens*

me: i wonder which one it is, i hope it is the volume 5 of the series that i have 1-4,6-11 of so i can get to reading that!!

book: ta-da!!

me: oh, it’s the smut book.

got an industrial today, only a simple barbell because they couldn’t install the piece i had. photo is a bit blurry, thanks peripheral neuropathy. this is the first one that hurt!! (both of the hoops i have in my nose i couldn’t feel when i had them done)

ugh, i need to be leaving now and i’m feeling real queasy all of a sudden. need to take a few minutes to breathe before i rush myself out the door.

finished filling out the paperwork to the best of my ability. there were a couple of pages of questions relating to low blood pressure, which i don’t believe apply to me so im gonna leave that empty for now.

Show thread

i’ve got some extensive testing scheduled today, which will take a couple of hours to complete. i’m not super looking forward to how tired i’ll be afterwards. however i think i’m gonna get some new piercings afterwards, so that is something i can look forward too.

bodacious space pirates was a blast. i do wish there was more of the anime. very good combination of campy and serious fun. the first sword fight that marika does was slick as heck with that finisher.

Show more

The social network of the future: No ads, no corporate surveillance, ethical design, and decentralization! Own your data with Mastodon!