it looks like my mtg modern horizon booster boxes are arriving today!! i am so excited about this!!
i pre-ordered two boxes with the hopes of securing a copy of the new serra planeswalker card!! maybe that was a bit excessive but the whole set is fantastic and interesting and i’m so pumped to get a whole new set full of older mechanics again. since i love and chase the uniqueness of mtg card mechanics this is a like a dream!!
today i’m continuing to lay in bed and watch jessica jones season 3. i haven’t been able to eat anything today and i still feel awful.
i’m starting to wonder how many of the things, like being unable to eat, are just my body trying to express its wish to die. i cannot make it 3 hours without being on my meds — as i become a fall risk from exhaustion alone. without the pain meds, it feels like i’ve got railroad spikes driven into all my joints. now i’m waiting for the other shoe to drop.
cw: resignation & death (-)
i’m rapidly running out of time. i don’t know what to do, i don’t want this to be the end of me — but i don’t have any options. i don’t have the power to change things on my own. all i can do at the moment is continue to write, to try to affix meaning and understanding to these experiences so, maybe, they get heard.
i’m (re)watching “toji no miko” with intent to finish this time instead of stopping part-way through. i have a few more “mahou shoujo” series in my crunchyroll queue, but want to take a bit longer of a break between starting them after watching “magical girl raising project” — as that really killed my mood.
random thing, I decided to upload an old iOS device supervision exploit I helped develop ~5 years ago that allows of a supervision profile to get installed onto a device without user knowledge or being visible at all to the user (by having 30 seconds of physical access to run this code). this is long-since patched so I don't think there is any harm in open-sourcing it now:
@taiki i'm sorry this took so long, here is the exploit code we talked about back in SF: https://github.com/samdmarshall/sup3rv1s0r all the code there should work assuming the device OS is old enough that this isn't patched on, but not sure if it works out of the box as I haven't compiled my old framework code on windows to check it.
hi, i'm demi. i have an undiagnosed illness (causing peripheral neuropathy), and suffer from severe chronic pain.
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