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hmmm, if the trade off here is that i get to feel fine but have to suffer more severe nerve pain, then i am okay with that. i can live with and adapt to mentally blocking out this pain, but cannot do the same for how poorly it makes me feel.
honestly my biggest fear in this is that my illness isn't actually relapse-remitting, but continuous and every interval i think it lets up i've just gotted use to the previous state of symptoms to not notice them.