so, i looked up from reading again and it’s now way, way, waaaay too many hours past when i was expecting it to be.
it seems like sometimes i lose all sense of time. even the most mundane things take a disproportionate amount of time for me to complete. each occurrence messes with my head and overall perception just a tiny bit more, too. it always feels just out of my grasp, out of my control.
there are a lot of things i’ve had to experience which i would characterize as “scary as hell”. i think losing the ability to internally time-keep is one of the more unsettling ones, as it happens when you least expect and there is no way to notice or recognize it in the moment.
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