starting to get really frustrated with how apathetic my brain is being these days. i don’t want to be feeling like this and i’m doing my damnedest to fight against it but it’s just not getting better and i just end up feeling disappointed with myself.

it’s like: “yeah, way to go, me, you suck” and that is super unhelpful but is a completely accurate description of what it feels like and there isn’t a way out from feeling like this. ugh.

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