the comedy in this show is so good, especially for a show that doesn't try to be funny. rodney is such a great/real supporting character.
iโm not so naive to think i can find a job that is enriching and makes me feel good about myself and whatever, but i shouldnโt have to feel so absolutely compromised about the vast majority of this industry. it is really depressing.
โฆthe fault as they are the only โfaceโ. how do you as an engineer build or contribute to a platform that purposefully turns humans into machines and not feel terrible about it? you have to never see them as people in the first place.
โฆ i am running a little late. they seemed to take it as a personal attack and iโm not sure how to articulate that my problem is with the lack of transparency from lyft as a platform, not with them. however that doesnโt matter because they are comodified to take the brunt ofโฆ
why does this matter? well, let me tell you, there is a world of difference between a single moderate source of acute pain and several severe sources of acute pain - aside from that i still havenโt found the right language to describe how i feel other than โfucking dreadfulโ so
which, honestly sounds incredibly silly but iโve never been stabbed (plural) before, as in, iโve been stabbed (singular) but not in a repeated manner (plural) so i donโt know if i am using โstabbing painโ correctly, as stabbing has an implied plurality.
i really hate english.
so iโm going to have to try to journal some more about what my pain feels like between waking up tomorrow and a quarter to 2. all this because iโm hung up on the implied meaning of โstabbingโ being coupled with a foreign object penetrating the body in an unnatural fashion.
in retrospect, i shouldnโt have scheduled an appointment that was two week after my previous one, but the staff are terrible at their jobs and i was very fed up with having to stand and wait at a desk for a painful amount of time.
hi, i'm demi. i have an undiagnosed illness (causing peripheral neuropathy), and suffer from severe chronic pain.