Usagi is a role model.
i’m waiting to see this new OTO/ENT doctor and there is this older guy being an absolute ass about “well i haven’t been seen yet” i hate these kinds of people so much; and in-fact, the nurse here relays that there was an emergency this morning which required the MDs in this department so everyone is behind. 🙄🙄🙄
what i’ve come to find so far is that despite what the normies tell me; there aren’t a whole lot of “actionable” items that would require todo lists as they would have lead me to believe. which is why i’m trying to “document” rather than “do”. there are a couple of “do” things, but not as many as there are details. i don’t really know what else to do at this point?
right now i’m using org-mode in emacs with a couple of extensions. i’ve been able to put together an incomplete, 30kb, plaintext document of my current medical conditions. i’m gonna try to do the same for other parts of my life too. maybe this isn’t the best way but it’s what i’m doing now as my entire slate has been wiped clean on what does and doesn’t work for me. it is pretty discouraging, and i’m not sure it’s ultimately worth it in the end.
i guess for the next few months i’m gonna be taking a journey where i have to relearn everything that it means to be a functional person; because i’m not right now. i’ve spent a lifetime having people throw “todo lists” at me; so what i’m trying to do instead is attempt to document my life instead.