who knew that the experience of being contacted by a legal counsel would help me screen out telemarketers today.

you know i don't think i have regularly checked my personal email in over a year now. i feel like that should be more weird or detrimental than it has been for me.

i swear, y'all are making me feel like i'm living in a delusion here, like, this country has made the conscious choice to have death be an individual cross to bear.

well fuck, my phone screen got cracked this morning, right over the front-facing camera too. hopefully in-store repair doesn't take too long this morning.

i'm tired, moreso than usual today. it's one of those days where the disconnect between reality and the general perception of reality is harshly offset, and nobody seems to recognize the dissonance of it.

you know, putting the 'hang-up' button at the same place that the 'pick u call' button is seems like a UX antipattern to me.

honestly seeing these laws and statues trying to define personhood via some concept of biology, makes me wonder how these people consider the idea of transhumanism, just how sad and limited their entire worldview must be.

don't know what is going on today, but i feel drained and dizzy. that's not something i have time to deal with, so it really needs to gtfo.

when i went out to photograph the moon last night i was forced to confront the fact i definitely need a small chair for when i do this again in an urban setting or to plan ahead better and find a clear grassy area without much lighting. my knees are definitely not they were once.

should i be concerned that amazon is trying to sell me what appears to be first aid for gunshot victims?

since someone really fucked up doing their job with my benefits, it obviously falls on me to file the paperwork to fix said fuck up. and now it's been two weeks without any response from my provider's office as to what the hell is going on.

my favourite part of watching documentaries is the end when you are shown the corporate legal statements to evade

fuck, the challenge mode for stage NL-EX-8 is tough. i think if the deploy limit was increased by 1 then it'd be a breeze, but that takes the fun out of it a bit. was finally able to clear it on a run that i wasn't expecting a clear from.

as i continue to read "i'm more dangerous than you" i am starting to believe that quite a lot of the readers expected miss ren to have some sort of gap moe, and instead are disappointed that she does exactly what her established character would do.

hmmm, i'm not sure i'm really ready to start doing mentally intensive work like complex coding yet, but the marked improvement to my health over the last few days has me feeling positive that i should be able to work towards that if i can kick this lazy streak i've built up.

that moon knight episode, i uhm, what? like, what the actual fuck was that?

honestly my biggest fear in this is that my illness isn't actually relapse-remitting, but continuous and every interval i think it lets up i've just gotted use to the previous state of symptoms to not notice them.

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hmmm, if the trade off here is that i get to feel fine but have to suffer more severe nerve pain, then i am okay with that. i can live with and adapt to mentally blocking out this pain, but cannot do the same for how poorly it makes me feel.

day two of not feeling completely oppressive and even while the weather is shit too. look like i may have been spot on with my original estimate for how long it'd take me to start getting better again.

fuck. ended up taking extra pain meds as i feel like i'm getting stabbed in my legs over and over again this evening.

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